Jesus was Smashed in My Hometown: A Reflection
What rage must be in the heart of a man to destroy beauty? What depth of brokenness finds expression in breaking? What kind of pain inflicts pain on others?
On the night of July 2nd, a statue of Jesus was destroyed in
downtown Peoria, my hometown. In the heart of Illinois, The Sacred Heart of
Jesus was broken. His face was smashed in. His hands were broken off. To add
irony to injury, the statue was to be the focal point of soon to open Serenity
Memorial Park, a small privately owned park dedicated to the victims of violence
in Peoria. The imported statue cost $15,000, paid for largely out of the pocket
of business owner, Pierre Serafin. I decided to drive downtown and take some
time to photograph and contemplate this statue. These are my reflections.
I was surprised by was the silence. No mourners, no flowers, no epitaphs to note the pitiable sight. No fence or gate to prevent me from coming close to the statue. Indeed, the whirr and grind of industry hadn’t slowed to a stop. The rush of traffic continued down the road. Machines beeped and groaned from nearby warehouses. Where was the outrage at this violation? In the news reports, certainly. In the few who stopped to gaze and photograph. Somehow, this seemed insufficient.
I was surprised by was the silence. No mourners, no flowers, no epitaphs to note the pitiable sight. No fence or gate to prevent me from coming close to the statue. Indeed, the whirr and grind of industry hadn’t slowed to a stop. The rush of traffic continued down the road. Machines beeped and groaned from nearby warehouses. Where was the outrage at this violation? In the news reports, certainly. In the few who stopped to gaze and photograph. Somehow, this seemed insufficient.
I was amazed at just how accessible the damage was. The hands of the statue, cruelly
removed, sat on the pedestal. The ground was littered with chips and bits of
plaster, sent flying in the violent act. I could see the hole where the face
once was. I could see the gap between the arms and the torso, created by the
force of the strikes required to knock the hands off. Everything in this lamentable
sight quietly screamed about the cruel destruction that had taken place just a
few days before. It sat virtually untouched, appearing just as it probably did moments
after its destroyers had completed their work.
And why was I here? I knew I wanted to come to witness this scene for myself. Was I a tourist or gawker, come to ooh and ah and get that perfect shot? Was I a mourner, come to weep and lament? I was probably somewhere in between.
Coming to embrace religious images was a major shift in my journey toward the great tradition. In my personal faith walk, they are valuable tools. This is part of the reason I think this destruction hurt me personally. A thing of beauty is crushed. An image that points us to God is smashed. A picture of my Lord is splintered. The hands that mirror the hands that hold the world lay on the ground. The face that mirrors the face that spoke words of hope and life is bashed in. The sacred heart that mirrors the heart that loves me is all that survived this vicious assault. An image of the Lord killed by violence has become a victim of violence. Hasn’t humanity done enough to Jesus? Is it really necessary to destroy his image?
I don’t know who destroyed this statue. I do know who killed Jesus. I did. “Behold the man upon a cross,/ My sin upon His shoulders;/ Ashamed, I hear my mocking voice/ Call out among the scoffers./ It was my sin that held Him there/ Until it was accomplished;/ His dying breath has brought me life –/ I know that it is finished.” Jesus’ death dealt with my sin problem. He was obedient when I couldn’t be. My sin made it necessary for him to come to die. More accurately, my sin is why he chose to come to die. Out of love for me, my Lord became a servant. Out of love for me, my Lord died.
The image of the broken savior forces me to remember my broken savior. As I speculate and wonder at who might have committed this act of violence, it forces me to wonder if I would have cried “crucify him!” when violence was committed against my Lord. It forces me to remember that the same violence that would smash an image of Jesus resides in my heart. It reminds me that such violence is only dealt with by the blood of Christ.
But that’s not where the story ends. Christ is risen! The story of the statue is, for now, one of violence and loss. I don’t think that is where this story will end. If the public response is any indication, this statue will rise again. Perhaps, then, this iconoclasm is a gift. Not that the vandalization itself was good. It was evil. But God has an uncanny way of using the most broken, evil parts of this world to bring redemption. Perhaps this brokenness can serve as a reminder that violence exists deep in the hearts of the citizens of this city. However, this violence will not have the last word. The scarred hands of the risen Lord reach out with compassion. His eyes and lips smile in hope. His sacred heart beats with the love of God. No act of violence, no act of vandalism, can change that. Perhaps this violence and vandalism can draw it to our attention.
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